I never see what I want to...
Even though I'm not that serious...
I've never been whom I've always wanted to...
But that's all I can say...

Hailing down like the droplets of a tempest...
discharging into a rage quicker than lightning...

for the last days of the rest of my life
flashes up like an a flicker of an ignited blaze...

I'm swirling down...
The mediocre way of life...
I'm swirling down...
In my own insanity...
I'm swirling down...
To meet the eye of the storm...
And to confront it face to face...

Because I'm sitting down...
Away... from the lights that glare off of the stage...
I'm sitting down...
In the shadows... hiding away from my own rage...

I'm swirling down...
The way of unenthusiasm
I'm hailing down...
I'm hailing down... hailing down...

In hopes of finding my own way...

Because I'm sitting down...
I'm sitting down... sitting down...
Away... from the lights that glare off of the stage...
I'm sitting down...
In the shadows...
I'm hiding away...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

say goodbye one last time...
before you fade out of the big picture...
say your remorses one last time...
before you I never see you again...

the wind flies in... at an angle
as lose my angel that lived...
within you and me...
and held... and held us together...
and held... me to you and you to me

I'm wishing for another curse...
the brings me back to the day...
that I was closer with you...

I'm wishing for another curse...
to trapt me forever in the past...
before the day I lost you....

the days were dark but bright in a gloomy sense...
I promise im going to find you even if it takes me all day...
im going to find you even if it takes me all night...

in the warmed of your touch... I will forever thrive...
in the sight of your eyes... I will forever die...
in the light of your grace... I haze away from your presence...
all together... I fade...away...
in your smile... so elegant to be real...
in your smile... I am reborn...

the wind flies in... at an angle
as lose my angel that lived...
within you and me...
and held... and held us together...
and held... me to you and you to me

I'm wishing for another curse...
the brings me back to the day...
and for it all to be perfect just like before...

I'm wishing for another curse...
to trapt me forever in the past...

in the warmed of your touch... I will forever thrive...
in the sight of your eyes... I will forever die...
in the light of your grace... I haze away from your presence...
all together... I fade...away...
in your smile... so elegant to be real...
in your smile... I am reborn...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

we know who you are...
we will find you...
we know who you are...
we will find you...

it's your last chance to tune out....
to tune out....
it's your last chance to scatter out....
to log out...
it's your last chance to tune out....

dictators of the audio...
emperors of the music realm...
digital stalkers that want you hiding...
in fear of they're "authority"...

hunting down leaders... invading privacy...
trying to cease a day of to the end of piracy...

it's your last chance to tune out....
to tune out....
it's your last chance to tune out....
to tune out....
it's your last chance to tune out....
to tune out....

who'll never end "piracy"...
who'll never stop the music revolution...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

yes... that's my actual ICQ address in case you were wondering...

nothing ever crumbles up its own mind
enough to fall back and stand aside
nothing ever subside its very own pride..
enough to decide one the day that its ever truely ready to die...

what does it take... it feel alive...
what does it need to better inside...
what does it mean... when i'm...

abominable... another fear...
horrible... another apprehension...

how could you...
hold this from me...
why all the secrets and lies...

veracity
veracity
is all I want know...

i'm tearing down...
breaking down...
because of you...

integrity...fades from me...
and slides into... oblivion...
as we... forever die...
forever die...
as an entity of fear...

veracity
veracity
veracity.....


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

forever...
my eyes go... dead...
forever...
my eyes go... blind....
forever...
without restricted...
foolhardy sight...

I see without eyes...
I see you...
through the lies....
I see you...

You fooled me...
deceived me...

I have gone blind to see the truth
I have gone deaf to hear all your lies
but I will not go mute to say what I feel for you...

You fooled me...
deceived me...
but I see without my eyes...
I see you...
through the lies....
I see you...
trying to killing me...again...

[Interlude - Start]
[Dramatic Tempo Change]
[Melody Change]

sight not with light...
sight not with feeling...
sight not with smell...
sight not with taste...
sight not with sound...

sight with faith...
sight with fate....
sight with the auras of shade...

[solo - Start]
[solo - End]
[Interlude - End]
[Back to original melody]
[Accelerando]

I see without eyes...
I see you...
through the lies....
I see you...
fool me...

I see without eyes...
I see you...
through the lies....
I see you...
deceive me...

I have gone blind to see the truth
I have gone deaf to hear all your lies
but I will not go mute to say what I feel for you...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

piercing...
draining...
injected... fury...

vaccine and blood...
adrenaline... inhaling...

forced under...
deep beneath my skin...
it burrows... me... hollow...

it breaks the skin...
and molds the clay...
push down to inject...
for the fluid flow...
fast inside....
the vein...

we nurture the pain...
as we lay back and close our eyes...

do you know what you see...
do you understand all that is before you...

WE SEE INSIDE...
its no longer like anything we've ever had.... before...

WE SEE INSIDE...
and we die to forever become... weaker?...

piercing...
draining...
inject.... fury...

vaccine and blood...
adrenaline inhaling...

WE SEE INSIDE...
its no longer like anything we've ever had.... before...

INSIDE THE MIND...
we die... to forever become....
IMMORTALS...

forced under...
deep beneath my skin...
it burrows... me... hollow...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

Yes... I realize syringe is spelled wrong... I spelt it that way on purpose.

Hello... my nickel emerald....
keep your eyes on me...
keep your heart forever pure...
for the rest of eternity...

so now we... are divided now...
with all hope of your return...
forever faded... down...

It's better for you... not to wait up...
for me....

I'm going to take my time...
coming home... to you...

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

hello...
hello... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
new light...
new light... (supportive vocalist 1& 2)
to guide my path ...
through... the rest of my... life...

please... my dear... dont search me out....
please... dont look... down for me...
through... the starlight's sky...
in which we use... to always gaze...

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

hello...
hello... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
starlight...
starlight... (supportive vocalist 1& 2)
to guide my path ...
through... the rest of my... life...

For all was lost ... for us...
at the twilight's moment...
that forever changed our lives...

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

hello...
hello... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
new light...
new light... (supportive vocalist 1& 2)
to guide my path ...
through... the rest of my... life...

the divine... sunshine... is forever... yours...
the moon... is mine...
to light my way back to you...
my lost lover... now forever good friend...

**(Solo Break)**

It's better for you... not to wait up...
for me....

I'm going to take my time...
coming home... to you...

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

hello...
hello... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
starlight...
starlight... (supportive vocalist 1& 2)
to guide my path ...
through... the rest of my... life...

the sun is yours... (Supportive vocalist 1)
the moon is mine... ( Supportive vocalist 2)

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

hello...
hello... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
new light...
new light... (supportive vocalist 1& 2)
to guide my path ...
through... the rest of my... life...

the sun is yours... (Supportive vocalist 1)
the moon is mine... ( Supportive vocalist 2)

goodbye...
goodbye... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my dear...
my dear... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
my one and only... sweetest...one...

thank you...
thank you... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
starlight...
starlight... (supportive vocalist 1 & 2)
for reminding... me...
of the nickel... emerald...

the sun is yours... (Supportive vocalist 1)
the moon is mine... ( Supportive vocalist 2)

the sun is yours... (Supportive vocalist 1)
the moon is mine... ( Supportive vocalist 2)

the nickle emerald... (Lead vocalist w/ all supportive vocals)


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

For as far as I see...
nothing ever last...
nothing can ever be...

noise talkers on the radio
fashion freaks on my tv
they say "buy this product"
then smile at me

they live in the shadow of a doubt
the shadow of the moon
your mustard jelly
and mustard jelly is you

over aged teens of style
hidden under the glam
faking it with a smile..

living under the lights of fame
everything everyday feels the same

billboards and newspaper stands
have them all trapped with its ads

public eye
tabloid pressure

prisioners to the camera
victims to the fade

they're chewed up
and spit out
like yesterday's trash!


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

It moves light to dark...
noon to night...
every single day...

Now this beauty and beast is starring in my face...
a still silent voice whispers to gain my attention...
an echoeing plea that begs me to stay...

Too many voices... too much noise in my ear...
words so secure... screaming like an alarm...
to warn me of you my dear...

Cause your so... COLD! COLD! COLD blooded...
and heartless...
Cause your so... COLD! COLD! COLD hearted...
and wicked...

the warmth of love... glows bitter and decayed...
and is shrounded away... by your... LIES! LIES! LIES!
of better days...WHAT'S... RIGHT... and wrong with today...

Cause your so... COLD! COLD! COLD blooded...
and heartless...
Cause your so... COLD! COLD! COLD hearted...
and wicked...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

Feel the rush...
Don't fear the thrill...
Feell the rush...
TASTE LIKE ENERGY!

fueling you...
fueling me...
adrenaled energy...


feeling down...
feeling low...
chug a can and let's go...

It's a shot of ginseng
a hit of speed
caffinated coke
pure energy

super feelings...
unearthly sounds...
the feel of the world...
spinning round and round...

a shot of ginseng...
a hit of speed
a sip of coke
pure energy...

**Solo break**

(interlude)

KMX in the can
taste so bitter sweet...
Green tea frees the mind...
Red Bull gives me wings... time to time...

extra power... extra speed...
it taste like... ENERGY!

(outro)

take a swig...
for you... for me...
for the desire extra energy...

take a swig...
take a swig...
take... a... swig...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

Today's halfway gone...
as I lie here...
bored and alone...

So I finally decide
that it's time to get up
and sit myself...in front...
of the television for awhile...

There's nothing on the tv... right now...
So I grab my keys... and head out...

There's nothing pleasing... downtown...
as we're driving aimlessly... around...
and around again...

So I call my girl when I get home...
in hopes of her knowing of something more...
that being a lazy bum...

She's awake... but she's not up...
She's a bored as I am...
and wants me to pick her...

I might as well... pick up the rest...
for it's time to break this boredom...
it's about time i've had enough...

*Solo Break*
*Musical break*

it's my usual sunday... somehow...
it's my usual sunday... god damn...
it's my usual sunday... right now...

no matter how much I plan...
it's always stays the same...

it's my usual sunday... somehow...
it's my usual sunday... god damn...
it's my usual sunday...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

(Intro)
On sunny days... I've seen rain clouds...
Nonetheless... it's sure good... to see you... today...
The heavens failed... and lowered in proportion...
When they cast their demons out... the rain drops feel...
And created... pandemonium...
By a river of flame...
The earth grew silent
When the heavens created hell

(Chorus)
Oh please... beautiful angel...
Don't resign your halo...
Don't give up your wings...
Just to follow me... down...

(Verse 1)
I never wanted to tear you off of your cloud...
I never wanted you to end up just like me...
I never wanted you to hear the clashing storm...
of arrows and swords...
But I especially...
never wanted you to follow me... down...

(Bridge)
For we no longer belong to the light
For we are now eternally known...
As the damned of pandemonium...
Restless souls in the world of the dead...

(Verse 2)
You're hanging on... to what little light that remains in the dark...
Your hate belongs... on the endless hours that never end...
You're hanging on... to your inner soul...
Your hate belongs... to pandemonium...
You're hanging on... to what's left of me...

(intro)
Why do we recoil back ...
before we embark on our quest to become better....
the giant plung that leads us away
and even closer to our deaths

(Chorus)
in the depth... of my integrity...
I myself forever reach... for... tomorrow...

(Verse 1)
to be doesn't necessarily mean that you exist...
to not be meantioned...
doesn't mean that your forever... gone..
we're all desparate... to knock... the ones ahead of us... down...
we're all deemed disposable... by those at the top
we're all seen as targets or a goal... by those from... below....

(bridge)
the lights begin to merge into the colors that control them
the colors began to to fade away from the eyes that adore them
the eyes eventually become blinded... in their own controller's greed...

(Chorus)
in the depth... of my integrity...
I myself forever reach... for... tomorrow...

(verse 2)
to be doesn't necessarily mean that you exist...
to not be meantioned...
doesn't mean that your forever... gone...
we're all desparate... to become the one at the top... of the hill
we're all deemed disposable... by those blind with control...
we're all seen as a target... by whom fear being over thrown...

(Outro)
I forever continue to battle myself... over and over again...
in hopes of one day... never selling my soul...
for a better life and way...
to resist being so desparate!...over and over... again...
so desparate!... that i'm greed... driven...blind....
to cause my... own... end....


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

(**Chorus reverb intro - String picked guitar**)
(**Slightly moderate tempo**)

You say your not going...
You said you were staying...
And I know I can't handle this pain...
That you're dishing out...

You say you know nothing...
You say your not lying...
You say you really love me...
But you're just a spyder at heart

(**Distorted/Overdrive explosion**)

Cause we're all falling in...
My feelings are just... your prey...
You tricked me beyond...
I always thought you'd return...
We're all just flies... in your web of lies...

You said you really loved me...
But you we're always the first to break us apart...

And you lost nothing...
But I lost my heart...

Cause we're all falling in...
My feelings are just your prey...
You tricked me beyond...
Cause I'm not seeing the spyder...
We're just flies... in your web of lies...

(**Dramatically slower tempo**)

You liar...
You spyder...
I can't believe I saw you gold...
Now that I know the truth...

(**Accelerando into outro**)

Cause we're all falling in...
My feelings are just your prey...
You tricked me beyond...

I always thought you'd return...
We're just flies in your web of lies...

You say you know nothing...
You said it would never stop...
You said you really loved me...
You're just a spyder at heart...



Copyright © Broken Moon 2001 - 2004

I Left a couple of constructive notes of interest... might help ya get a feel of what the song might sound like musically.

To our own graves we begin to descend..
from the moment we experienced light
from out of mother's catacomb...
please do not worry...
for everyone dies...
when their sands have drawn out dry...
all that is truely left is how, when, and why...

and we endure... the pain... that we...
never have... hope of ever healing from...
what does it take...
to get this message through to you...

it's like another slap to the back of my hand...
that I receive... everytime... I reach for...
anything beyond my mortal grasp...

but i'd rather shed my blood
and endure the pain...
than to ever be discouraged...
into aiming too low...

and we endure...the pain... that we...
never have... hope of ever healing from...
what does it take...
to get this message through to you...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

life is just a ride...
nothing more than... a roller coaster through... time...
hazing lights...speed past me...
as I fail to get a grip on myself... emotionally...

I'll rock this world
until the day I die.
I always gaze upon the sky...
as if it were always my... last time...

I will never be repressed!
I will never ever be silenced!...
I will never even rest!
until we change life's rules...

go ahead... and knock me off the top...
go ahead... have your sniper take his shot...
go ahead... and knock me off the top
you better go ahead... for i'll never stop...

I fear not death at the end of a gun
I fear not death from anyone...

for life is just a ride...
nothing more than... a roller coaster through... time...
hazing lights...speed past me...
as I fail to get a grip of today...

I'll rock this world
until the day I die.
I always gaze upon the sky...
as if it were always my... last time...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

(Personally this lyrics was nothing more than a joke... Untalented Death Metal bands are funny... not that im saying all death metal is bad... but some just straight out suck!)

why am i shrouded and plagued...
by all of these undesirable things?

I continueously lay here
awaiting the venom finish...
strewing its way through out all of my veins

I fade away...
I fade away...
I fade away...
into Umbra Nocte...

please hold me in...
closer... to your heart...
as the... closest person by far...

by each passing day...
i'm slipping ever closer...
by each passing day...
i'm slipping even more closer into insanity...

I love you...my bitter sweet...
desired... beautiful...
I wish... only for... one more better...
ever peaceful moment with you...
but as I fade... there will be no more days...

For I... fade away...
I fade away...
I fade away...
into Umbra Nocte...

Please hold me in...
Please hold me in...
Please hold me in...
closer to your heart...
as the... closest person by far...

one world... one chain...
one reason... that I stay...
and that's for... my beautiful...
my beautiful...
my beautiful... soul mate...

by each passing day...
begin to fade away...
by each passing day...
i'm slipping even more closer into insanity...

hold me in closer... closer...
closer into your heart...
i'm slipping closer...
even closer...
closer into insanity...

I fade away...
by each passing day...
I fade away...
closer into Umbra Nocte...

copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

At the edge of a blade
you could spilt a hair
when the world's not spinning
where do we go from there...

what impressions of me do I leave?
what kind of aura did I have?

Can you really... see my soul... through my eyes?

Is there anything you would change about me...
with wicked tongue and bitter lies?

what is left of me
isn't important enough
that my soul needs to be cleased

Can you really... see my soul... through my eyes?


I'll never back down to the challenges
that you presented me tonight../

Can you really... see my soul... through my eyes?

do you feel my rage... bottled up inside
do you gaze upon horror that almost lead to my self genocide

surrounded by the darkness that doesn't fear the light
it's better to die together than to say goodbye


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

do you know the way to the end
of the tunnel that consumes me...

it's taken a hold of me...
silence... echoes... & shadows...

so close were we
but so enough
just as far as we could ever be

why do we resist the overwhelming temptations of each other
is it the dark stars that light the sky
or the bright shadows in which we attempt to hide

why do I find daggers in my back
and the shards in my heart

Don't you feel the same way for me
my lovely devil
my cruel friend...

my caring mistress
whom has brought me to this end...

for it's...taken a hold of me...
silence... echoes... & shadows...

so close were we
but just as far as we could ever be

the bleeding roses
stain your hands ...
an ungentle burgandy ...

the shards of metal
go cold...
as you stir awake tonight

why do we resist the overwhelming temptations of each other
is it the dark stars that light the sky
or the bright shadows in which we attempt to hide

Don't you feel the same way for me
my lovely devil
my cruel friend...

my caring mistress
whom has brought me to a bitter end...

murdering love as I sleep...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

The stars lay on a bed of tears...
forever mocking me...

my soul is tainted now....
brushed over with...
a coat of this...

closer I slip...
into this madness...
I awaken...
in a pool of depression...
drowning in my own sadness...

I gaze it all away...
and glare into nowhere...
like a damn... bi-polar freak...
who holds all the keys...
yet still does nothing...

I feel overtaken....
by forces I cannot explain...

I hide behind a mask...
to disguise the real me from you...

we laugh day to day
while inside I cry tears of blood...

for when im gone...
and no more to be...
this world can only bury...
what they thought was me...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

Waiting alone in the darkness
with the wind at a pause

The ashes from the cigarrette
glitter down to the ground...

the sight of arriving headlights...
signal the beginning... of tonight...

me and my friends will soon be wandering
the way we always do

driving aimlessly for hours
with nothing much to do

for it's the way...
that we're restrained...
for it's the way...
we fight the dawning day...

ashes to ashes
from dawn til dusk
at night we're revitalized...

the sun is gone
the wind is low
on a milwakee hog
ready to go

the adrenaline's pumping
our blood is warm
our hearts are pounding
as our engines roar

we drive the night away
until the light of the horizon's glare


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

My life at the end of days
speak of accomplishment
Your love at heaven's gate
dispels me and sends me away

where is my way
lost in a world I no longer know
where is my way
lost off a trail I use to know
She led me up, down and threw me away
im lost and alone
We're all mad is some form or way
Yet I wonder if you burn as I do...

Do you burn as I do?,
I ask you this question...

Do you burn as I do?,
I ask you this question...

I'm all by myself
lost in a world I no longer know
I'm all by myself
lost off a trail that I use to know
I'm all by myself
here without you

Do you burn as I do?,
I ask you this question...

Do you burn as I do?,
I ask you this question...

I'm all by myself
without all your thorns
and all your needs
I'm all by myself
At the end of this odyssey of love...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004

Low vision shadows stalk around alone in the dark
What does it really take just to keep us feeling safe?
Why must we always hide away just like this?

What havens do you have now?
Our churches? Our homes? Our beds?

With no place left to run...what will you do then?
Under an eye that would rather see you dead?...

Follow me out... into the world...
And let's take back what was stolen from us
Follow me out... against our chaotic world...
that mutalates our futures... through our children...

Follow me out... into the world...
For I can no longer sit by and watch
Your terror over and over again...

Why must our kin ever know the true meaning of fear?
Through the methods of war, bombs... and guns?
What ever happen to the days that we could leave our doors unlocked?
With no real fear of who might be coming in...

Follow me out... into the world...
And let's take back what was stolen from us
Follow me out... against our chaotic world...
that tortures our pleasent dreams...
Tortures our pleasent dreams....
Tortures our pleasent things...

Follow me out... into the world...
And let's take back what was stolen from us
Follow me out... against our chaotic world...
to claim our broken dreams...

Follow me out...(3x)
...into the world...


copyright © Broken Moon Music 2001 - 2004